Beat Psychology

i've had several de javu experiences
and they usually leave me feeling scared and baffled....
it can come in many forms....like i'll go "hey i had this dream several weeks ago!!"...or years ago for that matter of fact...
or "i've seen this happening somewhere"

i guess the scary part is where i always dunno whats going to happen next....events are happening jus like i've dreamt them but yet i dunno whats it all going to lead to...and more often then not i get an ominous feeling together with the de javu...
luckily nothing bad has happened yet...but then again if i can really predict the outcome of my dejavu's then i'll prob be making big bucks now... hahaha

i was jus thinking maybe there is a good reason for de javu...
we seem to have experienced certain things before cos we have actually done it previously...
we don't go to heaven nor hell...nor get reincarnated into another human or animal or tree...cos we we simple live the same life again...we might change physically of course...not forgetting the natures of DNA....

you see there are billions of pple on the surface of earth...albeit the many different faces of the human race ....but there can't be billions of different individuals ard...
of course i'm not saying that everybody's life repeats exactly as it is...but similar enough cos there are bound to be changes...i do believe in the sciences of the x and the y component....

in any case...this is jus another day of mindless thought...and space staring...

posted by pearlewurly @ 8/10/2004 10:02:00 pm 1 comments

my dad bought me durians!!

though not the first time, its been a long time since dad bought durians home...
it was last fri when mum called to tell me that dad bought durians home. and he was pretty excited bout it when he told mum...but i was out straight from work to celebrate evan's birthday....

i was really touched when mum told me that....not so much the fact that dad bought durians for me but the fact that he was excited and happy doing it...
i dun really know how to describe how i feel....its like my dad's a man of few words...and he doesn't talk to me bout his problems ...so when he shows such affection and emotion, the experiance is like a kid getting an extra big candy!!!
hahaha....

so anyway i tried my best to rush home to eat the durians with him....but i was still late...my dad sleeps earlier then mum and me....felt really bad though i know dad doesnt mind...
the durians tastes great anyway =) it would have tatsted better if we ate it the night he bought it....

well in any case...i love you dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =)

posted by pearlewurly @ 8/04/2004 08:27:00 pm 0 comments